20/10/19

Dear diary.

It’s been a long weekend of textbook reading and note taking and I still dont feel any closer to understanding finance and economics than I did two days ago. I’m really going to fail this year and theres nothing to be done about it, I’m simply not good enough at this time to pass. It’s that simple.

In four weeks time I have to submit my first piece of coursework and I havnt even started it yet, I’ve spent so much time reading up on the subject and not understanding it that I cant even begin to process the actual assignment.

I’ve fought so hard to get to this point, to fail now would be a real kick in the teeth but at least if I fail it will be through my own lack of intelligence and not because I didn’t try hard enough.

For once in my life I thought I was finally going to be able to achieve something. I’m starting to think I was wrong.

Xxxx