15/10/19

Dear diary. I managed to sleep well again last night! I do love it when bear and I go to bed at the same time, there's nothing like snuggles with the one you love before sleep. I always sleep well when I fall asleep in his arms. We have bears lad coming over today and... Continue Reading →

14/10/19

Dear diary I love it when bear and I manage to go to bed at the same time, it makes the whole world seem right somehow just by falling asleep in his arms. I think we both sleep better too on those nights. I couldn't be any more in love with this man if I... Continue Reading →

What do you do?

Written in response to #WotD, #FOWC, #Daily Addictions and #tale weaver at #MLMM When the world gets too much and each day seems more insurmountable than the last, you know it's time to take a break, time to get away and chill what do you do? Me, I love to camp out in order to... Continue Reading →

My Partner

written in response to #FOWC My partner is my world, second only to the Bears.Never in my life have I met or loved anyone quite like him. He drives me utterly insane some days but it never dents how much I love or care about him and I know how lucky I am to have... Continue Reading →

10/9/19

Dear Diary I'm staring at the keyboard and I honestly don't know what to write; my head is so full of stuff but I don't know where to start with processing it all. I'm not sleeping well again with constant waking up and bad dreams. I don't know if its the medication or what but... Continue Reading →

1/9/19.

Dear diary. What a horrid nights sleep! The weather is on the turn here in our part of the UK and autumn is fast approaching. With it the wind is picking up again and the rain has started to have a chill to it again, it sucks. It also means that I cant sleep with... Continue Reading →

31/8/19

Dear diary. Its 3am and I'm up! These meds have got to go! They're making me more depressed by messing with my sleep patterns. I cant be awake half the night and sleeping all evening, this just isn't on! I wish I could pinpoint exactly which meds are interacting with each other to cause this... Continue Reading →

The day we met.

Written in response to #YDWP. 31/8/19. The day we met It was a languid kind of evening And the bugs were biting hard We sat and talked for hours and hours And you became my bodyguard You fought off all the mosquitoes And the tiniest midges too You turned into a ninja And when the... Continue Reading →

24/8/19

Dear diary. The day started in the best possible way, with smiles and giggles from MB1. Her and BB1 stayed the night, a messy experience but worth it for the 7am snuggles I had with little miss whilst BB1 had a few hours lie in. I'm now sat in a wood somewhere staring into a... Continue Reading →

21/8/19

Dear diary. Post holiday malaise has set in already and I'm wishing I were anywhere but home again. It's that bad that we already have plans to go camping this weekend with bears boy and my two. I wonder sometimes if I were born into the wrong life because it seems like the more comfort... Continue Reading →

A few snaps from our holiday.

As many of you will know the Bears and I have just returned from our last big trip away for the summer. The Derbyshire dales has so much to offer and has certainly kept us all busy for the four day trip; these are just some of the mirriad of pics taken along our journey.... Continue Reading →

20/8/19

Dear diary. We have made it home finally! Four long days of fun filled, child nagging, hill walking enjoyment has been had by all four of us and now were all exhausted! The car has been left packed and we had a take away tea because we are all ready for a long sleep in... Continue Reading →

18/8/19

Dear diary. What a day. I hit my 10k steps target for the day that's for sure; Twycross zoo is immense. BB3 & BB4 learning to drive. The kids are having a great time but I'm missing my own bed badly. Were all looking forward to the national brewery centre tomorrow and need to get... Continue Reading →

17/8/19

Dear diary. Well we made it. YHA National forest is our base for the next two nights and I must say I am impressed with the place. We booked a private room as always but this time got the bonus of a double bed and two bunks for the kids rather than the standard four... Continue Reading →

I bought Bear roses!

Is it wrong to buy your man flowers? Bear looked very embarrassed when I handed him these yesterday and didn't really know what to say. They are beautiful though and I wanted to show him that I love him, maybe next time I should buy him some chocolate instead. Hey Ho! Posted in response to... Continue Reading →

A note to Bear.

#WOTD challenge. 13/8/19. You knit a web and stole my heart. Wove a blanket so tight around me that I could no more escape your spell. You captivated me and made me yours. You bring me the stars from the sky and hold the world for me in your hands. You give me everything I... Continue Reading →

11/8/19.

Dear diary. Another long and fruitful day... The garden is almost complete and after three years it's about time too. We are finally able to walk from one end to the other without getting attacked by weeds and overgrown grass or falling over some random rubbish from the ex husbands hobbies. All the scrap metal... Continue Reading →

10/8/19

Dear diary. What a day? I'm exhausted! My butt hasn't hit the ground all day and I've had no time to write at all. BB1 and MB1 have only just gone home but we have done loads today with BB1s help. She watched her brother and sister whilst Bear and I completely gutted the garden.... Continue Reading →

An ode to Bear.

Fandango's One Word Challenge. 6/8/19. Today over on This that and the Other, Fandangos one word challenge word of the day is Bewitched. The challenge is to come up with something related around that word. Today Im a poet and so follows the theme of my other posts. Bewitched. When you look at me Your... Continue Reading →

Rant!

I've not been so good lately. The new anti-depressants make me exhausted by tea time and I'm falling asleep by eight; I don't even remember going to bed, I'm that tired. I literally feel like half my life has been taken from me because my evenings are being stolen by sleep. Bear works and doesn't... Continue Reading →

I Love You

Written in response to Putting My Feet in the Dirt August challenges, Your Daily Word Prompt & Word of the day Challenge. 2/8/19. A snippet of your time please, A tiny piece to call my own, A moment of your affection, Because I am all alone. A small amount of kindness, A thimbleful of your attention,... Continue Reading →

Home at Last!

Road-Trip 2019. LLandudno, LLandeusant, Brecon Beacons National Park and Cardiff have been all the places we have laid our heads this last week on our yearly, epic road trip. Roughly a thousand miles has been traveled in the aging Scenic and we are all a little surprised that at 16 years old, she actually made... Continue Reading →

W = WALES

W = WALES. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 26/7/19 Hey guys, I'm still here. I didn't announce before hand (for security reasons) but I'm on holiday until sunday, in Wales. I had planned on blogging my way around this beautiful country but the reality of it is Wales has no internet signal out in the... Continue Reading →

V = VALUE

V = VALUE. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 22/7/19 Never underestimate the value of those in your life, for whatever reason they are there; for when they are gone, the world is a very empty place. As the track of my mental health progresses I have isolated myself from people in order to protect them... Continue Reading →

Crazy; but better for it!

So, the Bears and I took a wee break from normality over the weekend and pitched up at one of our sub-urban, wild camps. Back to our roots and the origin of man... Gathering sticks and shelter building. We thoroughly expected it to be a busy weekend where we normally camp, with it being such good weather,... Continue Reading →

Back to nature.

Taking a short break from the normal daily challenges today... I'll be back tomorrow to update you all with the events of the last day or so. Today... I'm enjoying the view!

Shadow.

Friendly Friday Photo Challenge. 14/6/19. SHADOW. SHADOW. The shadow dance across your face has me spellbound, every line, every crease, every perfect flaw, all mine. Watching you sit, king of the flames, lord of my heart, astounds my minds to think that I wake each day, and you're mine. You are my idea of perfection,... Continue Reading →

Shadows.

Friendly Friday Photo Challenge. 7/6/19. Shadows Shadows. Watching you sit in the shadows by the fire, the light from the flames flickering across your face; highlighting every line I know and love so well. I fall for you just a little bit more. You are my King of the Night, my Mozzie Ninja, my all... Continue Reading →

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