Z = ZANY

Z = ZANY. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 25/7/19 Just Me. People think I'm zany, as I go about my day. They all think I'm zestful, but this is just my way. They all see me zig-zag, around my many a task. I wish I were zygomorphous! At this, I cannot last. Everything is zonal... Continue Reading →

Y = YHA Llanddeusant

Y = YHA Llanddeusant. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 24/7/19 As my regular readers will know, the Bears and I have just returned from a weeks road trip around our neighboring country, Wales. By far the best experience had was at the YHA in Llanddeusant and after a conversation with the manager we learnt that... Continue Reading →

W = WALES

W = WALES. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 26/7/19 Hey guys, I'm still here. I didn't announce before hand (for security reasons) but I'm on holiday until sunday, in Wales. I had planned on blogging my way around this beautiful country but the reality of it is Wales has no internet signal out in the... Continue Reading →

X = X-RAYS

X = X-RAYS. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 24/7/19 I have never had much luck when it comes to my health and well-being. Right from being little I have always been in and out of hospital for one problem or another; or some accident I've had. By the time I was ten I had been... Continue Reading →

V = VALUE

V = VALUE. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 22/7/19 Never underestimate the value of those in your life, for whatever reason they are there; for when they are gone, the world is a very empty place. As the track of my mental health progresses I have isolated myself from people in order to protect them... Continue Reading →

U = UNDERESTIMATE

U = UNDERESTIMATE. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 21/7/19 Don't underestimate me, I'm as tall as a tree, don't ever never, ever never, put down on me I wanna be, gunna be, me; you'll see. Don't underestimate me, there's none like me, You'll never ever, never ever, find another like me Cos I wanna be,... Continue Reading →

S = STUDY

S = STUDY. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 20/7/19 I love being a student. Since leaving school, which I hated, all I have done with my life is raise children and study. I've been a brick layer and builder, a painter and jewellery maker. I've trained as and been an administrator and mentor, tutor and... Continue Reading →

R = REMEMBER ME.

R = REMEMBER ME. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 18/7/19 Remember me when I am gone, you forgot me whilst I lived I waited for the day you'd come, I never, ever hid I longed for you to come to me and say you'd stay forever You never called upon my door, not once, even... Continue Reading →

Q = QUEER

Q = QUEER. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 17/7/19 I was called Queer the other day and I actually felt pretty mad about it. My best friend and I were at the park with BB3 and BB4, they were happily playing on the swings and my friend and I were sat on the benches. It... Continue Reading →

P = PARANOIA

P = PARANOIA. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 16/7/19 Paranoia is terrifying. I have suffered with it to varying degrees for the majority of my adult life and only recently, with my EUPD diagnosis, have I come to understand it a little better. My whole life I have just assumed that everyone thought the way... Continue Reading →

O = ODDBALLS

O = ODDBALLS. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 15/7/19 Opinionated, that's me. Never shy with a word or two when asked. Defending the rights of the little guy, though it can be a task Deplorable behaviors I just cannot stand to see or to hear Behaving as such wont win you any friends here Agreeable... Continue Reading →

N = NOBODY.

N = NOBODY. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 14/7/19 A Poem about having nobody. No one but me from eight till half 3. No bear, no bears nobody to see no one but me from eight till half three OK, so I shouldn't be on my own, especially when I'm having a bad day. My... Continue Reading →

M = ME and MYSELF.

LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 13/7/19 Me and myself Me and myself, we don’t get along, We argue all of the time. When decisions are made and we’ve had time to think, I feel like I’ve committed a crime. Happy me has everything running smooth, Until once again I get drowned. Then I come along... Continue Reading →

L = LOSS.

LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 12/7/19 I was never sheltered from death and loss as a child. I knew it happened to everyone a some point but as a child you don't really understand what that means until it happens to you; and it happened to me a lot over the years. My first experience... Continue Reading →

K = KIDS.

LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 11/7/19 My Kids are my world. I know, I say that an aweful lot but the simple fact is that they are. And I don't mean that just from a mothers perspective, I say that from the perspective of a mentally ill person who knows that her children are her... Continue Reading →

J = JEALOUSY.

Your Daily Word Prompt, Word of the Day Challenge & LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 10/7/19 Morning xx As I sit here contemplating the word itself I accept that I suffer at the hands of the green eyed monster a fair bit more than is really necessary. One of the most irritating aspects of this... Continue Reading →

I = ISOLATION.

LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 9/7/19 In a world full of people I feel alone and isolated. In a crowd I feel like Im insignificant and weak, not worthy of the presence of the others. I feel hidden and secluded to a point where I am translucent; beyond belief and alone. EUPD does these things... Continue Reading →

H = HELP.

LillBlu’s A to Z challenge, YOUR DAILY WORD PROMPT & Word of the Day Challenge. 8/7/19. BEHOLD & BUCOLIC. Have you ever wanted or needed help badly but not been able to get it? How do you cope on your own when all you're screaming out for is some support but aren't able to make... Continue Reading →

E = EUPD.

LillBlu’s A to Z challenge. Your Daily Word Prompt. Word of the Day Challenge. 5/7/19. Emotionally incontinent, that's me! I can't go a day without breaking down and crying over the merest thing, the world shies away from me because of it and my life becomes an Eternity of loneliness. People I once called my best friends... Continue Reading →

On the Beach.

World watercolour month & Doodlewash  bring us a month of watercolour challenges. Get your brushes out and head on over to their site for full details. Heres my entry for today. It's plain and simple but I'm proud of it and am using it as the featured image in my a2z challenge. Head on over... Continue Reading →

C = Cat…Siriusly!

C = CAT. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 3/7/19 Sirius. The cat was a gift from my Lee for my birthday in 2017. He was born on valentines day and we got him eight weeks later. He is the most thoughtful gift I have ever been bought and certainly the longest lasting. When you're naming... Continue Reading →

B=BRAZY_CITCH.

B = BRAZY_CITCH. LillBlu’s A to Z challenge. 2/7/19 Ten years ago, I met and married my then-husband, Nucking Futter. When we first met we both had a love of online chatrooms, MSN, Yahoo and CamFrog to name but a few; in fact, it is via this medium that we ever got introduced. A long... Continue Reading →

A= About (Me)

A = About (me). LillBluA2Z. 1/7/19. Name - LeeAge - 30 somethingSex - FemaleHeight - 5 ft 4 inchWeight - 10 st 11 lbEye colour - GreenNatural hair colour - Very dark brown and whiteCurrent hair colour - Bleached, platinum blondeFavourite food - Really good breadFavourite drink - CoffeeFavourite colour - GreenCouldn't live without -... Continue Reading →

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