My Fear.

Your Daily Word Prompt & Word of the Day Challenge Combined.

GLAMOUR & PUBLIC

Just a quick combo to add to the other posts of the day. Its a little dark but accurate.

 

My Fear.

I fear going out in public. I always feel small and lost and alone; even in the biggest crowds, I feel alone. I get scared and feel threatened. Everyone looks like they may attack at any moment and  I would have to run away.

Everyone looks so glamorous and I so drab. I stand out like a sore thumb in my second-hand clothes, dirty shoes and home done hairstyle. They stare at me and laugh; The sad little girl with no money and no pride.

I fear people, and they are all out there. Laughing, mocking, hating and scheming. All of them.  I like it in here where it’s safe and warm; only those deemed safe ever get through the door. This is my safe zone. My home is my sanctuary.

 

#LillBlu1981

#brazycitch1981

#depression

#anxiety

#BPD

#EUPD

#ThisGirlCan

#YouAreNotAloneInThis

 

https://onedailyprompt.wordpress.com/2019/06/08/your-daily-word-prompt-glamour-june-8-2019/

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/

2 thoughts on “My Fear.

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  1. I know. It’s a completely irrational thing to do and I tell myself constantly that I shouldn’t but this stupid head of mine doesn’t listen very often. Lol

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