I woke up really early this morning and I feel really antsy to go with it. My brain is buzzing with uni work and I cant calm it down enough to focus on doing anything constructive. I hate days like this. I wake up with so much energy but no motivation and generally the day gets wasted. I wish I could find a sure fire way of keeping myself going while I feel like this. I wish I had someone here to help motivate me.
Coming back after the Christmas break at uni was harder than I expected, the holidays are too long for me, I prefer my breaks to come little and often not three times a year like they do at university. I suppose they do it like that so that students can earn a wage between school and to prepare people for work but it just doesn’t suit me at all. Especially as the holidays don’t always match up with the baby bears school holidays.
I have so much uni work to do its unreal but I cant seem to get on with any of it. Its all team based project working this trimester and its not proving to be easy working with 19 year old kids. Ive instantly been made team leader in 3 out of the 4 group projects im doing and Im snowed under trying to keep on top of it all. Some days I really wonder what on earth possessed me to go to uni in the first place!?
Oh well, best go take my meds and crack on with the day. So much to do, so little time!