8/2/20

Dear Diary

Everyones in bed but me! Why cant I just have a decent nights sleep for once? I mean, its not even a week day ffs and my brain wakes me up at 5am!

Im sat in the dark, trying not to wake anyone else up and its so dull in these early hours I could cry. I cant even get on and do any housework or studying as I darnt wake the kids up.

Bears off work today so I get to spend some time with him just chilling but I wish for once we could actually wake up together instead of at separate times. It would be so nice to snuggle in a morning like normal couples do but were never on the same time frames.

Oh well, such is life.

xxxx