Making the decision to cut someone toxic out of your life should be an easy decision to make, but not when its your first born child its not! Its one of the hardest choices Ive ever had to make and goes against everything I believe about helping those in need.
My daughter is mentally ill, I should be the first one by her side but instead I am having to guard myself against someone for whom I have so much love. Things are very far from OK between us and her illness has created a monster whos fury is directed mainly at me and those I care about.
So no! Im not the first one championing her cause, by her side in all things, because everytime we have an exchange I get bitten. My eyes are now wide open and I choose to walk away.
I don’t know how you’ve the nerve
I don’t know how you dare
I don’t know how you carry on
I don’t know you even care
I cant approve your lifestyle
I cant approve the things you do
I cant approve your way of thinking
I cant approve of you!
I wont forgive you easily
I wont forgive the tears
I wont forgive the many lies, and
I wont forgive the many years.