16/1/20

Dear diary.

I really need another appointment with my psychiatric nurse, I need to come off these damned antidepressants! Normally not something you would hear me say but these tablets cause so many side effects that I just cant live with any longer. Since I’ve been on them my whole life revolves around napping! I’m like a toddler again and I just cant put up with it much longer, I’m so sleepy all the time, I even fell asleep at the dining table last night ffs! They have to go!

Today I return to uni after the Christmas holidays and I’m really not looking forward to it. I’m being given extra classes to attempt to combat my lack of math skills and I’m dreading them. I cant hide my lack of ability when it’s a 1 on 1 class as all attention is on me and me alone. I’m terrified! Hopefully my early morning acupuncture appointment will help me with the anxiety before hand and I will be able to concentrate on actually learning something instead of freaking out.

We shall see what the day brings.

Xxxx

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