30/12/19

Dear diary.

I feel utterly shitty at the moment. Not ill shitty, just an all round, life hating, self loathing kind of shitty feeling and I wish it would go away. I know it’s all in my head, just a collection of hormones and medications swimming about to make me feel low and dejected once again but it sucks just the same.

I need to get away for a while. I need to recharge and come back fighting but there is no way of doing this, no way of getting away from it all, even for a day. I am trapped!

Roll on spring when camping can happen again. I need some time in the trees and the fresh air to blow away the funk and breathe some life back into me.

I need a break.

Xxxx