19/12/19

Dear diary

Woke up in the middle of a nightmare again and its left me feeling really sad and confused. I wish my dreams weren’t so real, I wake up so confused and the feeling lingers for hours. I never remember my dreams, just the feelings I wake up with and today it’s one of intense sadness and the feeling of being trapped. I know it’s just a dream so why does it bother me so much?

I wish I didn’t have to spend today on my own again. Just today left to go.

Xxxx