18/12/19

Dear diary

Just today and tomorrow left till bear finally finishes work for the christmas holidays and I cant wait for a proper lie in and some daytime adult company! The only upside to all the time I spend on my own is that I’m slowly learning new skills. This week I taught myself to crochet a cardigan, for instance.

I wish I could function without constantly having people around me, it would make my life so much easier to deal with but I struggle with the silence and the thoughts in my own head too much. I need to have someone to focus my attention on, someone I can talk to instead of the never ending nothing I have all day long.

I just need to get through these last few days.

Xxxx

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