Dear diary
Woke up in pain again. I’m sure the meds are not having the same effect they used to, either that or I’ve done some more damage to my back that I’m not aware of because this is far worse than the normal levels of pain I’m used to.
Bear is on his final stretch of silly hours before the Christmas break and I can’t wait for him to finish. It will be so nice to have a lie in together for a change and not be up at 4:30 every morning and not be on my own all day long. We barely see each other lately and it feels like there is a chasm between us both at the moment. It will be so nice to reconnect for a while, even if it is only a few days before he goes back to work.
The bears break off school on friday so just one last week, that’s all I have to manage on my own… I can manage a week; I think!!
Xxxx
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