Choices

written in response to #WOTD, #YDWP, #FOWC, #Daily Addictions. 13/12/19.

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A belated attempt at writing today, my brain wont get moving and my minds gone astray.
I need to oust the angst I feel as I sit here with my pen, and address the thoughts and feelings that speed in and out again.
My head is full of cotton wool, fuzzy and subjugated, I need to let it all out or I’ll become someone I’ve hated,
For a long time, and longer still; will this damned brain of mine ever unfill?
Will I ever be able to write like before? When word after word from my pen would pour.
Will I ever get back what I have lost? By taking these pills, I knew the cost.
But what a decision it is I should make, lose my creativity for sanity’s sake!