10/12/19

Dear diary

Bears was in a foul mood this morning and I have no idea why. I got the impression I have done something wrong but I have no idea what and he wasnt in the mood to talk about it before he stomped off to work! I barely even got a goodbye.

Today is exam day for finance at uni and I know I’m gunna fail monumentally. I’ve been studying as much as I can study but non of the info sticks and I cant get my head around the math at all. I know I can resit but I dont know that it’s going to make any difference, I’m just thick when it comes to math and I dont think that’s ever going to change.

I feel utterly cacky about myself on the whole today, an utter failure and the day hasn’t even got going yet.

Xxxx