Nightmares again. I’m dreaming about exams again and failing. Why the same thing over and over? I get it already ffs.
I know things are coming to an end at uni, I can feel it. I’m slipping further and further behind with it all and theres nothing I can do about it other than fight or flounder. I dont want to admit defeat, it’s not in my nature but this time I think I may have to. I’m just not good enough to grasp the core material and so I’m falling further behind than I can catch up.
I just wish my brain would chill out with it all for a change. I dont need this extra stress. I need a miracle and a new brain cell or two.