I bailed on the kids and trick or treating last night and I am utterly ashamed of myself for letting them down. I just couldnt stop panicking at the thought of bumping into someone with a mask on and so we stayed in and watched a film instead.
I’m such a bad mother for promising them something then being unable to follow it through. I hate this stupid mental health issue, it runs my life and steals away my children’s happiness. I have to make it stop!
My bears are gunna be mardy with me all day today and I can’t blame them, I’m a disappointment to say the least.
Why can’t I just be normal?