7/10/19

Dear diary

I was so tired last night I fell asleep at the dining table right after dinner. It’s totally embarrassing to say the least but I cant seem to keep my eyes open once I get sleepy. Its ridiculous.

I never realised how tiring lectures could be last term. All of my classes were daytime classes and so I just fit life around them when I could but this year it’s not really working out that way. This trimester all of my uni classes are tending to be at the end of the day, between two and six pm. This means I have a full day of housework and study to do at home then attend classes, then come home and start again on the housewife and mummy stuff. Its killing me.

I know I get up really early in the morning but I know lots of people who get up as early as I do but still manage to make it to ten pm without crashing. I wish I could. I feel like I’m missing out on half my life when I lose an evening like this. I look around and theres all the things to do I didn’t do last night as well as everything else and it depresses me more.

I’ve got to get a handle on it all.

Xxxx