Dear diary.

I made it through my first day back being alone and didnt go completely nutty! Yay!

It took me a few hours to get my head around being alone and in silence but I cranked on the mix tapes and the headphones and cracked on with the housework. I ran out of things to do by lunchtime so I decided to start a bit of spontaneous doodling.

A3 watercolour and sharpie

I hope the anxiety will be lessened today as I cant spend all day every day doodling meditative patterns. I need to find something else to fill my time before I return to uni.

Pain levels are high again this morning and im sure they are linked to my anxiety. The more stressed I get, the more pain Im in. It doesn’t make any sense and I certainly wish it would pack it in. I don’t have the energy to be stressed and in agony at the same time.

Hey ho tho, what can I do?

On with my day; kids will be up in half an hour!


Contains prompt from #WOTD

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