BB1 & MB1 are over today and tomorrow so the house is back to utter chaos again.
It’s the last thing I need really is house guests when I’m feeling as unpeopley as I am. I’ve had so much mental strength sapped from me lately that I actually feel close to collapse im so weak with it all. I just want to sleep.
BB1 doesnt understand this tho and she just thinks I can be there whenever she needs me. Who is my support when I’m supporting everyone else?
I’m hoping this is just post holiday malaise.
Goodnight friends. Xx