I dont know what’s wrong with me today?
I felt the fog descend at about lunchtime and I havnt been able to shake off the feelings of emptiness and doubt since. I dont even know what’s wrong to have set this off, I just seem to have fallen off the edge of somewhere and I cant pull myself back up.
It’s been a busy day helping BB1 tidy her house up a bit. Not an easy task with BB3, BB4 and MB1 all charging about everywhere and wrecking the place. Especially difficult now MB1 has started to crawl too!
I have so much to be happy for. Why am I being miserable today.
I hate having BPD!
Maybe tomorrow will be better eh?
Sleep time for me.