7/8/19.

Dear diary…

Well today was a wash out in more ways than one.

The weather has been aweful today and the Bears take this as an oportunity to wreck the house. Being stuck indoors with two high octane children is the worst to say the least.

My pain levels are high today, as a result of all the cleaning yesterday, so today I did the bare minimum until BB1 brought Mini Bear 3 over.

I love it when she comes round with the baby, it makes my day. Being a grandparent is the best gift ever; watching the little madam grow and develop into an amazing tiny human has been the highlight of my year so far and I wouldn’t swap it for the world.

I do wish BB1 would be a little tidier however as the amount of mess she can create in a few hours at mine will take me most of tomorrow to clean up… Its worth it tho for the moments I get with MB1.

MB1 has just learnt to crawl! She does the cutest little bunny hop to drag her legs around but shes getting there. Shes come on so fast in the last few weeks its remarkable. I don’t think it will be too long before she is walking as she is already trying to haul herself up on the sofas.

Its all been a whirlwind of emotions this baby malarky. It wasn’t that long ago that my Lee and I were planning on having our own child together and had he lived I would have had my own tiny human right now as well as grandchildren but it wasn’t meant to be sadly.

I make the most of what I have now. Things are not as I expected them to be but in some ways they are better. I am thankful for that.

Anyways diary… its late and Im up at 5am

Night

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