I = ISOLATION.

LillBlu’s A to Z challenge.. 9/7/19


In a world full of people I feel alone and isolated.

In a crowd I feel like Im insignificant and weak, not worthy of the presence of the others.

I feel hidden and secluded to a point where I am translucent; beyond belief and alone.

EUPD does these things to my mind all the time.

I could have a thousand friends and hundreds of close family and I will always feel isolated and alone.

This is the condition I bare.

This is my life.

This is me.

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  1. I completely understand this!! I thought the social awkwardness of my childhood would eventually wear off… only slightly, if at all…

    I watch this world like a big physiological experiment. I see how some people go through extremes to be acceptable to others. To be popular and such… and it’s just disgusting. I’m a loner. Always have been. Even being married I still feel alone.

    And it’s crazy because as much as I don’t really want to be around people, I still feel like reaching out. Blogging is helpful but I also wonder if it’s hurting me more. I guess I’m looking for those who are like me.

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    1. You have found someone just like you here. Blogging has been one of the best things I have tried to help my mental health. I can reach out and still keep my walls as high as I need to. I can stay safe and stay seen at the same time and this, for me at least is a positive, for now. I don’t welcome the day I post something that causes offence and I raise the wrong kind of attention tho, and it will come eventually, im sure.
      Don’t give up hun, you’re good at it.
      stay strong. xx

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      1. I think we all have those concerns. First of all, Being introverted, then not completely confident, as much as I’d like to admit my independence, how people react does concern me. I guess this is why I’m always looking for those like me. Less complications…
        You seem like a very awesome lady! And very shy. And as much as I’d like to reassure you that you have no reason to be shy around me (in fact, be as talkative and bluntly honest as you can be!!) I feel like I’m just going to have to take so we don’t have these high walls against each other. I feel like my blog explains me fairly well. And I really appreciate you following it!! Thank you!
        https://theeclecticcontrarian.wordpress.com/2018/08/15/wolves/
        I think this is an appropriate post to start out on. I hope you enjoy it!

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