Your Daily Word Prompt. 4/6/19. DISPEL.
I wish I could make all the bad thoughts go away; dispel all the fears, the worries, the trauma. But I can’t. No matter how hard I try.
I go around in circles; a few good days here and there but nothing sustained, nothing permanent. Nothing to look forward to but the knowledge that I have bad days to come.
I hate this. I hate the unpredictability of it all. I hate the voices and the shouting and the noises inside my head. I hate the fact I drive everyone away when all I want is for them to be close.
I wish I could dispel Me.
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