The beads are his. He wore them till his end and I have worn them since, they have brought me some comfort.
Today I wear his beads with a new addition, I now have my charm with a little of him inside too.
It makes me sad that all I have left of him are memories and a pile of dust but weirdly, having this tiny piece of him so close to me seems to have changed me.
Snuggles with my Lee were the best and always brought me so much solice. Having a tiny piece of him laying on my chest has brought back a feeling I thought i had lost forever.
Cosy! It feels cosy.