RANT! Sorry!

If you want me in your life, fine. Make me a part of your life, im all for it. However if you want me in your life to make you feel good about yourself then don't bother. I don't play games. I don't stroke egos. I say shit exactly as I see it and I... Continue Reading →

Postaday- Cozy.

The beads are his. He wore them till his end and I have worn them since, they have brought me some comfort. Today I wear his beads with a new addition, I now have my charm with a little of him inside too. It makes me sad that all I have left of him are... Continue Reading →


The mind works in mysterious ways, so they say. Thinking about this word, proclivity, sets my mind on a tangent but eventually settled on this thought. Is Christmas just a proclivity? Is it just a habit we chose to perpetuate year after year without any purpose to it? My thoughts take me through the logic... Continue Reading →

Feeling blue.

To on the road again by Johnny Cash. All alone again Oh the joys, im on my own again The life I loved died with you my special man And here I am, all alone again On my own again Goin' t hell and coming back again Seen things that I never want to see... Continue Reading →

And the panic sets in!

It's occurred to me this evening that I have absolutely no idea how to be a single parent or how to be single. I have been a parent for almost 21 years. 4 kids with 3 different dad's but never once was I raising them alone. I'm one of those questionable people who rarely end... Continue Reading →

Disturbed. That’s me!

Lee Scott Spanton. 19/5/74 - 11/11/17 I miss you so much baby. Hello darkness, my old friend. I've come to talk with you again Because a vision softly creeping Left its seeds while I was sleeping And the vision that was planted in my brain Still remains Within the sound of silence In restless dreams... Continue Reading →

Today’s mission is…

SURVIVAL! Today my only plan is to keep myself and the 2 youngest monsters alive! 5 weeks ago today my Lee passed away, we held his funeral just last Monday. We were not together long, just 14 short months but they were life changing months for me and the kids. He taught us all so... Continue Reading →

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